21.12.10
Rengay7
by Marco Fraticelli
and Carolyne Rohrig
with the kindling
I bring in
dead wasps
her remains
still on the mantel
Valentine's day
a black and white movie
on TV
fish market
wrapping the day's catch
in yesterday's paper
fingerprints
on the Mother's Day card
Ash Wednesday
a smudge
on the baby's forehead
Rengay6
by Carolyne Rohrig
and Carolyn Hall
writer's block
inside my favorite book
Acapulco sand
steamy romance
two chapters upside down
playground gossip
a little boy hangs
on every word
tight Scrabble game -
in her hand
AAEIIOU
rehearsing the eye chart
before the doctor comes in
home late again-
she reads him
the riot act
Bird on the Wing
winter rain
last year's pine needles spill
from her umbrella
Haiku2
the scarecrow's head
drooping lower
autumn chill -
the silence
of the bee hive
cloudy skies -
different shades of shadow
in the cauliflower
Septenga1
by Marco Fraticelli
and Carolyne Rohrig
writer's block
snow
on the tennis courts
morning headache -
four aspirin with a latte
days
measured
in pink pills
her tongue the color
of the cotton candy
the day after the play
my girls
still wearing make up
rain drops smudge
the morning paper
doing report cards
the scent of lilacs
fills my classroom
senryu9
her scribbled greetings
without a signature
gone swimming -
I slip into the warmth
of your lounge chair
pregnant -
sucking at her feet
the outgoing tide
the dog growls
at the wetsuit
hanging up to dry
kicking stones
on the trail
the lump in my breast
job interview -
therapist's son
makes no eye contact
Ixtapa
We took a taxi to the marina. At the appointed time our contact appeared and introduced us to the skipper of the boat. We climbed on board and pulled away from the marina. We passed yachts, villas with lush lawns, and condominiums overlooking the ocean.
Out at sea we went by craggy rocks that were home to sea gulls, pelicans and cormorants. We continued out a distance. My father told the skipper that this would be a good place. He slowed the engine and maintained the boat steady. It was a quiet sea with mild winds. My father, sister and I held hands and prayed. Then my father handed me my mother's urn.
scattering her ashes
in the Pacific Ocean
the shriek of a sea gull
20.12.10
In Another Life
old wooden cross -
seeds sprout
in its shadow
Haiku1
hummingbirds at the feeder
on the eleventh floor
walking on needles
in the pine forest -
your silence
witch doctor
outside her door
the deepening darkness
along the fence
afternoon shadows lengthen
the horses
after all these years
the pear tree giving pears
for the neighbors
evening shadows
tadpoles
in the fountain
sudden wind
egrets at the creek
turning whiter
parting clouds
the lillies turn
a different white
Rengay5
by Carolyne Rohrig
and Carolyn Hall
frigid night
a dog howls
with the police sirens
beneath his dimmed porch light
last year's wreath
hospital monitor
mother's frail figure
on the bed
the empty piƱata
still swinging
in the wind
Bethlehem star
continues to show her way
the final performance
the aging diva takes
a second curtain call
Rengay4
children's party
an iridescent bubble
pops over the fence
all around the mulberry bush
pop! goes the weasel
after dessert
he pops the question -
"Your room or mine?"
the ricochet
of popping corks
New Year's Eve
climaxing the Pops concert...
Beethoven's Ninth
night-lit stadium
the hometown slugger
pops out
Rengay3
Dummy Under The Blanket
by Carolyne Rohrig
and Carolyn Hall
spring snowstorm
she dreams a husband
with another name
the dime-store duck call
attracts a dove
mailing
a favorite love letter
back to herself
more girls than boys
in the ballroom dance class -
she foxtrots backwards
wearing new high heels
with her nightgown
the housemother
discovers a dummy
under the blankets
19.12.10
Rengay2
Ruby Lip Print
by Carolyne Rohrig
and Carolyn Hall
hand-written letter
she signs her love
with a ruby lip print
snow angel wingtips
just barely touching
after last night -
"Marry Me?" etched
in the car's frosted windshield
border crossing
another exotic stamp
in their passports
into the flower press
lady slippers side by side
twins!
birth announcements embossed
with silver spoons
Rengay1
more of her cleavage
by Carolyne Rohrig
and Carolyn Hall
fresh spring salad
a ladybug climbs out
of the tomato
at the dignitaries' banquet
his debut as a pastry chef
cello recital
with every higher note
more of her cleavage
stand-up comic -
a gig on the Borscht Belt
just to get more exposure
their Polaroid kiss
comes into view
open chrysalis
a monarch
dries its wings
Tanka
you with your intent gaze
and I dancing around the room
when will we stop and begin
to learn how to tango?
9.12.10
The Fourth Wall
4.12.10
Tortilla Factory
Our guide took several, sprinkled each one with salt, rolled them up, and handed one to each of us. "Eat, these are wonderful," she said. Everyone took bites and said how delicious they were except me. I did not want to risk it so when I thought no one was looking, I wrapped my fist around the tortilla and slipped it into my pant pocket. When I raised my eyes, the girl at the wooden table was looking straight at me.
lightning
mother's startled face
through the window
senryu8
the curve of the banister
to her room
Millennium sunrise
a snail's trail emerges
from the dog house
setting sun
roadside florist peels back
the roses
cracks of moonlight
through the shutters
the last of the puzzle
closing time
a clown makes balloon animals
for the zoo keeper
small talk
making my face
look interested
lipstick print
on the paper cup
a bee
Village
late moon rising
the click of burro hooves
on cobblestones
2.12.10
senryu6
dark ends of a mango
she peels back
her anger
Halloween
through the doggie door
the neighborhood raccoon
carnival mask
the upturned corners
of a hollow mouth
poetry on a cup
the cappuccino froth lingers
on all sides
last of the berries
the warmth of the day's sun
on my tongue
senryu5
another argument
about money -
I rinse the rice again
touchdown
we rise from the bleachers
in a wave
garden tour
my sister deep
in drought-tolerant grass
getting to know him -
this wrought iron fence
rusted at the latch
still jobless
another orange peel
on the compost heap
senryu4
breast exam
the doctor admires
my necklace
merry-go-round
one-eyed horse
rides empty
fishing off the pier
trapping the last day's heat
in my hat
Berkeley campus
a new BMW
with a peace symbol
last martini -
leaving his wedding ring
in the glass
senryu3
wind chimes at twilight -
the wine cooling
in a silver bucket
sudden breeze -
the dog sniffs the hisses
of a gopher snake
digging ditches -
dirt in the crease
of his stomach
homemade pickles
the jar grandma put
her false teeth in
quitting time
all the hotel maids
on cell phones
senryu2
to be as forgiving
as a god -
cactus in bloom
live birth
filling the steel bowl
with placenta
tom cat
makes morning rounds
at the cemetery
politician's speech
the graduates
twirl their tassels
table centerpiece
goldfish
staring at the guests
senryu1
the sucking sounds
of an emptying bathtub
waiting for her return
the dog's deep sighs
from top of the stairs
yellow beach house -
the owner painting it gray
before winter
summer heat
watering the garden
by streetlight
musty book store
the calico cat asleep
on a discount shelf
23.11.10
Audition
I met her in our favorite coffee shop just across the street from the college campus where she was staying for the summer. She looked like she hadn’t slept in weeks. “I don’t know if I’m cut out for this kind of life,” she said in a low wail so no one could hear her. “Twice now they have put me through the ringer and keep telling me to come back.” “Do you want to come home?” I asked. “Noooo! I want to see this through otherwise I’ll never know if I have the gift,” she said with such passion in her voice that it sounded like a line from a play. “Why don’t you read the letter that’s in your hand?” I said. “I can’t,” she said. “You read it.”
I smoothed it out, opened the envelope and took out the letter. “The Artistic Director and staff are pleased to inform you that you have been selected to be a member of The Theatre repertory company for the 2001-2002 season.”
She sat there motionless. I read the letter again. She had no response. I shook her arm. She continued to stare. “Congratulations! This is what you’ve wanted for years,” I said getting up from my chair. “Aren’t you happy?”
summer afternoon
one by one
a child pops the soap bubbles
22.11.10
You've Heard It Said
for a few days
Springtime
The fruit trees are in bloom. Bees are busy in every blossom. The garden is ablaze in soft colors of spring.
My attention is drawn to a line of bees that seem to be coming and going from the living room wall that faces the garden. Upon inspection, I discover a small hole in the wall. Bees are going in and out of it. The wall is warm to the touch and full of activity from a hive in there.
I call a beekeeper. I tell him I want him to move the hive—intact, bees and all—to a better location where they can flourish.
He inspects the wall and with regret he says he can’t remove the hive without destroying a good portion of the wall. What if I leave the hive there? He says it will just get bigger and I run the risk of having a swarm of bees inside the house. The only alternative is fumigation.
He goes to his truck and returns in his beekeeper's clothes. He puts on his helmet and lowers the face shield. He positions the nozzle of the cylinder inside the hole. He sprays once, then again. The hive reacts with intensified buzzing, then it lessens until there is nothing left but silence.
tea with honey—
the bitterness
in my mouth
Christmas Decor
Christmas comes to our neighborhood on the heels of Thanksgiving. As if by prearranged choreography, the neighbors spill out from their closed doors to climb ladders and decorate their houses and front yards. Music blares from boomboxes, gear and paraphernalia is strewn over front lawns. Some are in shorts and T-shirts. Others are in overalls and tool belts. With focused faces they unpack last year’s decorations.
first weekend in December—
a climbing bougainvillea
flashes on and off
Not to be outdone, my children take inventory of everyone’s designs and get busy creating their own. They gather their friends around them and make plans for this year’s masterpiece.
up and down the driveway—
icicle lights drip
from the bushes
One neighbor in particular is the master of Christmas art displays. Every year we wait to see what new creation he will unveil. Soon, as if by magic, the front of his house is ablaze with flashing stars, twinkling trees and flying reindeer.
December is the month when we come home to everyone’s artistry. Walking the neighborhood after dinner allows us to appreciate the designs even more so. The nights are cold, the smell of wood smoke is in the air. Occasionally a dog barks as we go by.
moonlight—
persimmons hang
from bare branches
20.11.10
death haiku
scattering his ashes
a white butterfly catches
my breath
village women in black shawls
gathering for the funeral
whispering
dead bird -
its chest matches
the sky
drawing a breath
old elephants go there
to die
father's death -
the butterfly
folds its wings
30th anniversary
my mother's headstone
closer to my grandmother's
Only Words
Only Words
by Carolyne Rohrig
and Marco Fraticelli
First place winner in the 2006 San Francisco International Competition Awards
poem idea
on a napkin
in lipstick (cr)
note of condolence
run-on sentence (mf)
red
her phone card
on my dresser (cr)
carving
my initials
only (mf)
under his sleeve
concentration camp number (cr)
writer's block
the moth
circles my lamp (mf)
senryu7
Shakespeare Festival -
in the barbershop window
a row of wigs
for a few days
the war stops
cherry blossoms
postcard from the beach -
water marks smudge
his proposal
margarita on the rocks -
he pours the sour
into my life
banana slug
our talk of procrastination
goes nowhere
winter haiku
Haibun
a good year
I'm going to live forever. So far so good.
masked ball -
we dance till the edge
of midnight
Arrangements
We're not an easy fit, you and I, he said, as he took deep draws on his pipe. I don't know where this is going, this relationship, if you can call it that. I am fond of you, and you of me, but we're past the time when emotions are the driving force. Now we can have the luxury of thinking clearly. We don't see eye to eye politically, spiritually, or even in the kinds of foods we eat. I am not about to change old habits or diet or friends or reading material. So unless you're willing to accommodate to my life, I don't see any hope of this going anywhere. I'm too old to train a new spouse.
bitter melon
my second sip
of cold
Trail Talk
Our intent was to come to an agreement as quickly as possible, but instead all we did was argue. It was a good thing we were on a hike, far away from office personnel who could overhear us. No, I didn't want to give up my position as President. No, he didn't want to be just a figurehead on the Board of Directors. We went round and round discussing the issues from every angle. Sometimes we'd get agitated and raise our voices, but only the crows heard us.
merger -
flies land on
a fresh manure pile
A Visit to the Mall
The air is crisp this spring at the mall. The stores are not open yet. The French bakery is the only place doing business this early. With cafe au lait and baguette I sit outdoors in the early morning sun.
I'm waiting to see a friend of many years. This is her favorite mall and she visits it almost daily. She's schizophrenic. Her illness makes her refuse all medical help and intervention is against the law in California, so she remains untreated. I wait several hours. Just when I am about to give up, she suddenly appears. I notice dark circles under her eyes and her blouse and pants are dirty, but neat. The people around us stare. She recognizes me. She stops a few yards from my table. "Hello, are you visiting?" she asks. "Yes, I came to see you. Can I buy you a cup of coffee?" "Sure," she smiles. "I'll be right back." She walks on and is swallowed up by the crowd of shoppers.
looking over my shoulder -
my seat already taken
by another womanMorning Music
David with the red hair plays his guitar and sings at the subway station every week. On Mondays he plays with a saxophone player, on Tuesdays with someone with steel drums, on Wednesdays he doubles up with another singer, on Thursdays he plays solo, and on Fridays it's with whomever shows up. It may someone high on drugs or alcohol, or someone with no musical ability, but David is kind to them anyway.
On some days I drop a few dollars into his open guitar case. He brightens up. He stops playing to chat. "I'm going to go home soon," he tells me. "My mother is worried about me." Bur he's in the same spot the next day in the same clothes.
Last Monday David wasn't in his customary place. Maybe he had finally gone home. Or maybe something had happened to him. I began to worry. Then I remembered it was President's Day. I guess the homeless take days off, too.
icy cold dawn
fog creeps down
the escalator
Poets at the Pub
"I am desperately drunk," said a woman under a dim light in a Ben Lomond pub. "But not so drunk as to not overhear your wild imagination of a world lost long ago to the human race, before the sun shone and grass grew green," she said. She looked much like me, only older, grayer, in clothes reminiscent of a Shakespeare play, holding a half empty pint of beer in one hand and a pen and notebook in the other. "I know you," she continued, "not as one who knows a friend or a relation, but as a fellow poet who has written the perfect poem only to have it wrecked by bad editors and critics." I approached her booth. She motioned for me to sit down and that night, after much talk, we realized that one of us would have to die.
walking home
one by one the stars
go out
Reality Check
When I first took the personality test, I tested one way then, after reflecting some more, I decided that some of those categories tested that way as a result of my fourteen years of having to fake it.
local cafe
full of college students
I used to know
Lately
my life seems to be at a standstill. I'm like a sports car trapped in traffic on a freeway on-ramp. All revved up but nowhere to move. With the engine roaring, I'm ready to leap into action. I want to seize the road and commandeer my way around the other vehicles in front of me. But I'm stalled. Changes to my character come slowly. I'm an incurable complainer. Other people's failures appall me. But what of my own? What will it take to get past the gridlock of my own deficiencies and break free?
winter in Narnia
in this world of one color
a faun weeps